Turning Point

Turning Point

Some have a distinct point in their Life where a moment of awakening occurs. Where a need for a connection with the Self seems to be the only thing that matters; the only element that exists. For me, it was when I knew I needed to leave a twenty-year relationship in order to remember and respect my soul’s call to mySelf and this physical vessel. There are many who believe the soul is of psychological existence, but those who have not felt the need to prove that which we can not logically explain have some belief in the Universe, or God, or that force which sustains when we are blinded by an imbalance or material over-connection.

I am Spirit. I became aware of the shifts within me in the Autumn of 2015. Before then, my reliance on the Nature within me had diminished to a faint memory of my youth. I am in my mid-forties, and I am returning to myself. I am Scorpio. I know and see things that many people do not. Scorpions, if they are awake, can see and understand things that are not easily seen nor understood. Because of Scorpios’ natural, water-born tuning, it is possible for us to feel the emotions of others, beyond empathy. Often, we can discern the thoughts and intentions of others, and then use that gathered information to see what may lie ahead.

I am awake. If I had to choose one word to describe me, it would be “aware.” A stirring began in the summer of 2015. Before that time, I believed I was complete and happy. I thought I was in the right spot and nothing needed to change. I did not need more, or less than I had in any area of my life. There was no warning to the change that began that summer. I am now much more aware of my feelings, my relationships, my spirituality, and my physical and mental conditions. I have also discovered many beliefs that I once held are no longer relevant to my life, and I have gained other understandings. Objects and persons that were once dull and old to me are now full and new. Items feel differently in my hands — music and creativity flow from me. I look at people and see them as part of me, as part of us. I feel the oneness of life.

I write. I write music. I write words, and I hope to share what and where I am with those who might listen. Please consider following my writings, as we are all in this together; and regardless of what you believe at this moment, be open to the evolution of growth and change.

If you are or have been at a point in your life where you have connected with that light inside; that element within you that offers guidance for youSelf, even if against what you have been taught, or contrary to your current beliefs. Consider speaking with someone outside of the system with which you are familiar. Follow people and blogs that support where you are. You will return, or be where intent resides. Trust yourSelf. Learn yourSelf. There are many who support you. You only need to open your eyes.

Also, if something has come into your life that offers an alternative to the patterns in which you find comfort, embrace it and run to the new, for there has been a termination of something, or the new would not exist. Often we are blind to the death and birth of things in our Lives.


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